help~~

haiz~! can anyone help me? i almost bankrupt..8 ringgit left in my purse, summore this morning went to eat dim sum with my cousin.. haizz..when would my salary come out? well, anyway, 2day was a great day 4 me.. i didnt eat breakfast wif him this morning..i keep telling myself, dun think too much.. n my brother advised me that i shud make the first move sumtimes.. not just waiting..i sms wif him for the whole afternoon..quite happy oso.. ^.^ but i wont b able to see him for 2molo, saturday n sunday, going to miss him so much.. keke...btw..this morning my cousin met a new friend which is same batch with her, and guess wat? she is shiao loong's cousin! she couldnt recognize me at all..keke..other than that, i've just met an African..wanted to sell my english book to him..through our conversation, i found out dat he didnt really understand wat i was talking about, n i hav the same problem as well..and u know what? i had to bear with his strong body odour..wat the hell.. eventually, we have to exchange our phone number for more details..so yeah..thats all for today..

bu~~~

Haizz, wat a boring day..i wanted to go out relax 2day bt no one willing to accompany, wat can i do other than staying at home? Im so desperate 4 his call but he dint call me nowadays, dun noe wat he bz wif leh.. i dun noe wats the relationship between us, friends or partner? keep considering of this.. Although we did hold hand before, it doesnt mean that we r cpl, bcos he did the same thing to his ex.. summore he treats every1 the same way.. i dun noe whether he serious in our relationship, i just dun wan to get hurt anymore, it is so suffering..wat i can do is just wait 4 him to express his feeling..y is he so stupid, he just cant understand wat i want.. i hate u..u make me so confused..why cant u do sth?