~rainy day~

my heart is freaking hurt when he told me that he needs some freedom.. i didn't know that he is suffering being together with me.. i have nothing to say, just pain.. painful.. my heart is broken..
again.. and i deleted all his messages, but i keep some.. he can't do anything that he promised me.. he kept telling me to believe him, but i can't.. he broke the promises again, again and again.. how can i trust him again.. everything that he did for me is not what he really wants.. he did all these just because i forced him.. my heart is really painful..

unhappy day

i hope everything can go back to original.. i shouldn't start this relationship.. it makes me more suffer.. n i wan go back to single.. this is wat im thinking now..